WingdWeezle

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William D. Patterson by WingdWeezle, literature

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William D. Patterson

You broke my heart so completely There was nothing left to feel the loss of you It was not "if you love it, let it go" It was simply "count your losses". I wasted nearly a decade of my life Waiting for your time and smile "Give me time, just give me time" I gave you as much as you'd take. You clung to me, your Back Burner girl Holding on so tight I died more each day Then you offered me your affections Only when they were not mine to take. I prayed so long to be your everything I hoped for being simply anything to you. But by the time I opened my eyes to your lies I was already your nothing. I was nothing. No. Thing. But I

The Lieing Apple by WingdWeezle, literature

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The Lieing Apple

I am Bitter I am the Rotten Fruit The Lieing Apple So sweet to see, so rotten to have. I have many bites out of my heart, And have been found bitter to the taste and spat out. My core now exposed by misuse, No one is deceived anymore. I am alone at the bottom of the apple barrel The rest of the sweet red fruits have gone And left me to rot away in the unforgiving Heat of Anger Wanted now only by the animals willing to finish me off.

My Aftermath by WingdWeezle, literature

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My Aftermath

I'm so tired. So weary of my own games. So dizzy from my own name. I want to be me. I just don't know who that is. I'm so sick of having to find reasons to get up in the morning. So sick of these thoughts of dieing... Of a beautiful death for me and a Messy aftermath for them... But there is nothing beautiful left in my world. It was all shattered the day I let someone in I was shattered. And now I"m empty and scared. Lost and lonely and afraid to hold anyone's hand For fear of being dragged deeper into the hole I'm in. Why can't I be wrong for once when it comes to things I want to be wrong about? Why can't I ever be let dow

Admittance of Humanity by WingdWeezle, literature

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Admittance of Humanity

Fear and loneliness, Pain, the weight of nothingness Things that have held my hand through so much Things that have held my head up so many times The sting of them becoming my spine The scars my photo album. The memories of all the lies Are my twelve step program. Who will ever understand the weight? The crushing weight of things no one else can see? So great that its hard to move in the morning So hard to drag myself up To convince myself that I still have a reason to. To convince others that I will be okay. To convince myself of the same. Yet the worst of it all Is looking myself in the mirror and knowing Just how human I r

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William D. Patterson by WingdWeezle, literature

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The Lieing Apple by WingdWeezle, literature

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My Aftermath by WingdWeezle, literature

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My Aftermath

Admittance of Humanity by WingdWeezle, literature

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Admittance of Humanity

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About WingdWeezle

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United States
Deviant for 20 years
She / Her

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Favourite cartoon character: GIR.
Personal Quote: "Yea. Life Sucks. But some people get off on that."

Favourite Movies

Heist, Pom Poko, Fight Club, AHX, Snatch, Trainspotting, Boondock Saints, Ocean's Eleven.

Favourite Games

Left 4 Dead or God Of Wars

Favourite Gaming Platform

PS2

Tools of the Trade

Mech Pencil, Prisma color pencils and markers, Open Canvas, and the back of homework! XD

Other Interests

Music, Art, and People...entertaining people. I want to hurt boring people for being that way.

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WingdWeezle

Jun 25, 2012

:Making Peace:

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I had a very long discussion with my friend tonight.  By talking to him and helping him with a problem I've likewise helped myself. As many of you know I've been dealing with some betrayals in my life these last few years.  (I see them as betrayals.)  For the longest time, I have been holding onto these instances in my life, unable to make sense of them or peace with them.  For some of these betrayals I was angry because of the lack of closure, and for others the anger was for the actions themselves.  I would see these people out and about, or here on Facebook, or even just hear their names in passing, and I would feel rage bubbling up in my

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WingdWeezle

Sep 24, 2009

Update.

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Its been awhile.  Tommy dumped me for going to Fargo to see a friend...after he was the one who was adamant about me going.  I think he just wanted a reason to get out of it.  Whatever.  Well then I moved in with the friend in Fargo, got homesick, came home, got homeless, went back to school...yeah.  That's...a summary.

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WingdWeezle

Dec 12, 2008

Devious Journal Entry

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*sigh* So the move's almost over.  The first half anyway.  Going back to Arkansas sometime in January to pick up the rest of it and then it'll be complete. We found a house we both simply adore so if we get that...yeah.  Things will be amazing.